Wednesday, January 16, 2008
hasnt being updating.
loads of things happen.
i've lost my dearest one.
i've lost loads of frens.
i've lost confident.
i've lost faith in myself.
i've lost trust.
perhaps from d start.
u already gave up on me.
tat's why u dint bother bout it anymore.,
or perhaps from d start,
everything was just "yi kao"
it's not love from you.
i've never blamed u for anything.]
if this is yr decision.
n it can make u smile,
n be yrself.
n if there's anyone better out there,
i will give u my bestest comgrats,
right from d bottom of my heart.
enough of all this.
i will stay strong.
but i've no one i can turn to anymore.
not anymore..
anyway. i intend to further my studies
yup.got to go!
-i'llbehappy-
shattered`* 1/16/2008 11:00:00 PM
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